Well then. :) I am feeling good today. Except Oni died...... my poor betta... now all I have is that damned goldfish Kinai. He should have been Oni's toy & dead by now, but he out lived him. GRR! I wish to get a new betta soon, but I'll wait till after this weekend.

Speaking of this weekend, Zach's coming up!! He's bringing some friends, and we're ( Read more... )

Oh my god.... *blinks a few times in disbelief* I feel..... I feel.... I can't believe it, I feel ok....

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I feel normal, almost..... O_O

*~Tsuki No Oni~*

I had a GOOD dream last night. And while I wish I hadn't woken up, I am still glad I had the dream. I feel better today. A lot better. And I moved my room around. It feels more like my room for once! And it smells good too because I burned two sticks (last night and this morn) of Aphrodite incense. MMM. I have some other scents as well, but I ( Read more... )

Ok..... so they say once you hit bottom, you can only go up, right?? Let's hope that these two things are a good sign of turning tides....

Yesterday, I bought my bus ticket for MN, I leave the 23rd, and then I get back the 30th.... I hope this all goes well. And I hope the bus isn't too weird.
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Once again, upon the advice of my friend Sylver, I looked up a piece of prose entitled "Desiderata." I was so touched by it, that I decided to post a section in every entry, and then reflect on it. And now, you all get to read it. Don't you feel special. YOU SHOULD.
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I am now living with my parents again, but it can't be for very long. I madea deal that I would be getting a job, and getting out asap. But I have no idea how I'm going to afford it without roomates ( Read more... )

*sigh* It always seems that when things are starting to pick up and get better for me, they get worse for everyone around me.... and I feel bad, almost, for having it so good.... *shakes head* Timing is always so terrible for me, it seems ( Read more... )

Well.... I've finally done it... pissed off my parents too much, got into a HUGE fight, and ended up leaving... and there's not the option to ever go back... I don't know what to say really except that I am terrified out of my mind about how this is going to go... say things do go bad with me & Josh (they won't, but worst case scenario), where can ( Read more... )

I have discovered that I complicate things so much. I guess my life doesn't feel right without some kind of complication or drama? Mostly dealing with my social life. My parents on the other hand, is another situation ( Read more... )

(From OD)I'm going to sound like a real asshole for this, but I was never good at lying: up to this point, you've been sounding like a spoiled brat. Maybe you're parents really are tough on you. Unfair, even. But you have to see where they're coming from.

I wish I could type out more, but OD only allows so many characters. (Someone)
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